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I have read many books about the Vietnam War. I have to say this is the worst. I believe that Mr. Culbertson spends too much time trying to discredit others, to make himself look better. It was a hard read and the most difficult to stay stay interested in. I gave my copy away.

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When I was a baby, my mom when to court to get custody over me, because my dad was an unfit parent. So since I was a child I saw my dad every other weekend, I’m 13 now. For these 13 years I’ve felt neglected, I was always second best to my dad girlfriends. He never spend his time with me, even though i didn’t see him often. I always fought for his attention, and I loved him enough to look past the pain he caused me. Now I’m growing older and I see who he truly is. I hate to say it, but I see his stupidity, his ignorance, his immaturity, and I see what I really mean to him. He changes himself for any woman he dates, and now he changed for his wife. Example:Before: We would sit in his room, on his bed, watching Scooby Doo and eating bagel bites. We would laugh and he would chase me around (He was single) and I enjoyed being with him.Now: I can’t put my feet on his couch, sometimes get sent out to eat, I don’t get to eat dinner with him and his wife, and i don’t feel like his daughter, merely a mistreated guest.After everything I went threw with him, I decided to end it. I took my 13 years of angry and Cent Gum Machine poured out all of my emotions to him just before Christmas. I don’t want to see him anymore, and I don’t want him part of my life anymore because of the pain he’s caused. I feel as if I haven’t given many examples, so here are the most painful things he has done.- He had a picture of his wifes, co-workers daughters daughter on his fridge but not a single one of me.- He bought me a book on manners for my 13th Birthday, and if you examine the book, it is a children’s book, and teaches you how to say hello and goodbye properly.-He told me for 6 years straight “Don’t worry Ash I will take you to Disneyland just me and you someday I promise” and he never did, instead he took his wife.-He cancels on me all the time to spend time with his wife, or cuts our weekends short.-He knows nothing about me, including my boyfriend who I care about very much, he can’t even name any single teacher I have ever had.-I am in honors, gate, have high school credits, have been recommended to travel the world to study other cultures, have all advanced classes, and have a planned future I am working to get to but he treats me like I am stupid.-He never treats me like my age, he treats me like I’m 6.-Once we were out to eat and there was a gum ball machine(I was 7) and I asked for a 25 cent gum ball and he refused, then came to my mom and step dad complaining about how disrespectful I was being.-He has told me that I have no voice in this world and that I can’t make my own decisions until I’m 18.-He never plans our weekends so I end up coming home early, and not spending any time with him.So after all these years I stopped fighting for him, I hate going to see him, and I know what a strong word that is but it’s the only appropriate word I can use for this. I do not hate HIM, I just hate everything he has done to me and I hate seeing him. I am going to go to counseling with him first but afterwards I want my mom to take full custody of me. You may think I am making this sound worse than it is, but in fact I have put this in the nicest way possible. I know ultimately this is my decision to kick him out of my life or not, but I want your opinion. Am I doing the right thing? Or is this a mistake?P.S. I posted this one other time but I just wanted a few more opinions. Thank you.
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